My Father
You know I am having a lot of complaints like he never brought anything to me no chocolates, no toys, no clothes, no pocket money. he didn't take me out for a picnic, he never allowed me to play with friends in his presence and to go out, woooh so and so many things. It's a huge series of complaints. The worst thing running among these was the comparison and expectations. Yes, I was comparing my father with another's father and I was expecting the same. This thing kills this bloody brain every day. I made a question in my mind why don't I have it? like every child.
Bad times rapidly fled. My wishes are buried, actually not buried but I am in the habit of it. Still, he is like as he used to be, but the difference is eventually he knew the value of family but it doesn't mean I am getting lots of pocket money everyday haha no way. Ho ho ho, This dream will never come true in this life. Gradually when I grew up physically and mentally, I started observing that, this fancy might destroy our originality. I know my father is kind of a person who is sure of his principles. He is kind in his work. He believes work is worship. This thing evokes respect in my heart for him. He is honest with everyone except his own family. This is quite unacceptable. He keeps me under some rules and I have to live within my limits somehow I follow them but sometimes it goes out of my capacity. we are the youth of the 21st century and these limitations will not even express your fate. But still, I am following it because we know that our parents have seen this cruel world so some rules should be mandatory especially for girls. so that's how it goes.
I've never asked for money never asked for materialistic things, I must say I am not stubborn, but ya I am like a common human being expecting a lot of things, but as I've already mentioned I've never ever asked. but ya I fight with him for my own things like my money and food. And I know he can give anything to beggars but not me. Big deal. Is my condition is worst than a beggar? :(
Yes, he is strict, he never gives me what I want. But If I keep all these complaints aside then I should say he is my hero because he protects me, he never shows concern but still worried about me. he wants me to be there in front of him at any cost. My father and I never sit for any conversation. Ya if he has some work then he calls me otherwise he doesn't know me. That's how we talk.
See above my family. If I ask for books or something related to my studies, he never says no. He never looks at the price of books, he just brings it for me. He is literally a hardworking man. Yes, I love him, I respect him, even I fight with him still, and it would continue forever without reason. To be honest, I never want these things from you. These so-called materialistic things were just an affection. I don't want expensive clothes like others, I don't want any materialistic things. the things which you have given is enough for me. What all I want from him is his love, his time, his concern for me. I've seen my father's routine. I must say he is playing his role so beautifully with his angry man look. A girl is incomplete without her father's blessings. As she is an apple of her father's eyes. Always believes that no one will stand with you except your father. He is your hero remember that.
This is all about my father and me. Thanks for reading. love love.
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